Amy Willerton reflected on her breastfeeding issues and detailed her journey of accepting her post-partum body.
The model, 29, who welcomed her baby daughter Demelza with fiancé Daniel Day in January, took to Instagram on Thursday to upload candid images of her frame from when she first gave birth up until now.
In an accompanying caption, the TV star recalled a moment when ‘all I wanted to do was cry’ as she struggled to nurse her little girl during a trip to Spain.
‘All I wanted to do was cry’: Amy Willerton reflected on her breastfeeding issues and detailed her journey of accepting her post-partum body in an Instagram post on Thursday
In an image shared to her main feed, the former beauty pageant queen was dressed in underwear as she cradled Demelza in her hotel room.
The I’m A Celebrity star declared ‘it’s fine to feel angry, lonely and frustrated’ during the coronavirus pandemic as she discussed the effects of lockdown on her mental health.
Amy said: ‘I know I’m guilty of mostly only posting the good stuff and that’s only because I want you guys who follow me to feel happy when you look at my page ! #positivevibes all the way … but if you having a bad day.
‘Remember we all have bad days and there’s nothing wrong in anyway with saying ‘I’m just not good today’.’ (sic)
Fitness journey: The model, 29, uploaded images of her frame from when she first gave birth up until now
Her happy place: The blonde welcomed her baby daughter Demelza with fiancé Daniel Day in January
The media personality spent the UK’s first lockdown in Spain, and while she enjoyed spending time in the sunny climes of the holiday hotspot, she confessed to feeling down when her baby experienced feeding problems.
She added: ‘I remember this from the last lockdown , Dem was refusing to feed from me, I had no idea if I could buy her formula, and it made me crazy hormonal as my body just wanted to feed her but couldn’t !
‘I was stuck away from my family in a place that wasn’t my home. I loved my lockdown in Spain but of course there were s**t days , where all I wanted to do was cry and feel angry with the world.
‘It had a big effect on how I felt both physically and mentally in myself. Which I’ve shared today in my #postnatalbody highlights if you wanted to check it out.’ (sic)
Candid: The TV star recalled a moment when ‘all I wanted to do was cry’ as she struggled to nurse her little girl during a trip to Spain, and also touched on her recovery from her C-section
‘I used every binding device under the sun!’ The media personality used a series of corsets to support her body
‘I was angry about the world!’ The reality star admitted she felt ‘scared’ about sharing images from her postpartum journey as ‘it’s been her job to be healthy and toned’
Busy bee: The former Miss Universe Great Britain posted a snap from the gym as she started training three months after she gave birth
Encouraging her followers to accept their changing emotions during the global crisis, Amy ended her post: ‘As the UK nears the end of it second #lockdown I just want to say its fine to feel. ,angry, lonely , frustrated and damn right AAAAA!
‘Just do what you gotta do and pick yourself up when you feel ready to do so. You matter & Your feelings matter ♥️ #mumsof2020 #justbreath.’ (sic)
Earlier in the week, Amy revealed her heartache over not being able to see her mentally disabled brother since March.
Impressive: Ten months after becoming a mother, the bombshell looked toned than ever with the help of a healthy diet and a consistent workout plan
The mother-of-one said she believes ‘young people in care homes’ have been forgotten during the pandemic.
Ross, 26, has an ultra-rare condition called mosaicism, in which his cells have a different genetic makeup.
Her younger sibling, who also suffers from severe autism, has an extra chromosome and the mental age of a one-year-old.
‘I don’t like to complain’: Earlier in the week, Amy revealed her heartache over not being able to see her mentally disabled brother Ross, 26, (pictured bottom left) since March