Love Island’s Jess Hayes reveals she’s tragically lost her baby boy

Love Island’s Jess Hayes has revealed she has tragically lost her baby boy, who she had named Teddy. 

Taking to Instagram on Tuesday, she wrote that she had miscarried at 19 weeks, the day before and said she felt like she was ‘drowning in grief.’ 

Sharing a picture of a teddy, alongside her baby’s hand and footprints, she wrote: ‘To Our little teddy. I’m so sorry I couldn’t keep you safe for a little while longer. I’m sorry I couldn’t take you home. 

‘I’m sorry we had to say goodbye this way it wasn’t supposed to be like this. The pain is unbearable and I feel like I’m drowning in grief. 

‘My mind spinning thinking of all the what ifs and questions of who you would of grown up to be. When will I wake up From this awful nightmare?

‘I look at the clock and count the hours of how old you are time is moving but your not here your not getting older it’s not fair. No first times , smiles or laughter.’

She continued: ‘Why did this happen to us? I wish I could of stared at your beautiful face a little while longer and held you in my arms forever. 

‘I look down at my empty stomach where you should still be growing safely and i feel so empty without you there no kicks no flutters. 

‘I could see Presley in you, you were so beautiful, perfectly formed. You would never get to play together and be best friends in this world and that hurts so much he would of loved you his little brother so much.

‘I’m grateful that we shared 19 weeks together and I carried you for as long as I could before it was your time to gain your wings.

‘You will always be our beautiful son and I promise you will hold the biggest place in our hearts forever my sweet angel. I will make sure the world knows how special you are.

‘Until we Meet again my Teddy .. Too special for this world. I love you now , forever and always . Your mummy, Daddy and big brother Presley.